Showing posts with label Elvis Costello. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Elvis Costello. Show all posts

Saturday, May 27, 2023

THIS YEAR'S MODEL - ELVIS COSTELLO AND THE ATTRACTIONS @ 45

"I donwanna kiss you. I donwanna touch." Bam! And you're into No Action. Elvis Costello started his first three albums with an unaccompanied vocal. Just a short phrase. "Now that your picture's in the paper..." on the first album, the way I started with the second and then "Oh I just don't know where to begin..." on Armed Forces. Then he dropped it and never went back (as far as I know).

Someone wrote in to RAM about the negativity of then contemporary songs and cited what seemed like a thousand examples from this album where EC told he didn't want to do something. There's even a song called (I Don't Want to Go to) Chelsea. There are two in that first line, alone. Even as someone who has almost never listened to lyrics beyond getting a general sense, the spat rejection is unignorable. It's a punk attitude.

It's an attitude that was almost completely absent from his debut My Aim is True. When I found out, in deep retrospect, that that first album's backing band, Clover, became the News behind Huey Lewis I didn't bat an eyelid. The plonky plinky yacht rock of My Aim is True alienated me from it until his follow up and to this day I can't listen to it without skipping. But, here's the thing: the good songs on that one are of the same calibre and character as these, it's just the arrangements and band that are making the difference. 

The linking song between the albums is the single Watching the Detectives. This skeletal spiky reggae number about distracted lovers and an icy suggestion of darkness smouldering beneath it, was recorded by a band that was only half of The Attractions. The dubby drums and boomy bass were descanted by Elvis' overlapping breathless vocal and Steve Nieve's chilling Farfisa organ (added later when the Attractions formed). It was cinematic atmosphere for meagre means and remains a masterpiece of minimalist world building pop.

That economy was taken to This Year's Model along with the newly formed Attractions, adding Bruce and Pete Thomas (unrelated) on bass and drums respectively. The new approach and the band to match it transformed Elvis Costello from an OK act into a high punching heavyweight. No Action slashes through its pugilistic chord changes and assaulting vocals, organ washes enriching and drums crashing. It's force and fury outdoing the hardest attempt at rocking on the first album in a way that erased it from my image of EC's catalogue. I still think of This Year's Model as the first one and My Aim is True as a dry run.

As the song progress, and you aren't going to get many sequences as rich as the entire first side of this disc from the rock era: This Year's Girl with its stretched 4/4 drums, melodic bass, chunky but subservient guitar, descanting keyboards and vocal force; the spy movie syncopation and big breakouts of The Beat; Pump it Up's double whammy of signature bass and keyboard riffs brought the talking blues of Subterranean Homesick into the London of Pretty Vacant; the surprising soul ballad flavour of Little Triggers; and the garage band joy and vitriol of You Belong to Me. All of it gives you a 1/2 platter of energy, ideas and sheer musicianship that the sleepy town by the sea yawning of the debut never approached (well, it's players had their chops, they were just boring ones). 

The Australian release of the album slotted Watching the Detectives in at the end of side one as it had with My Aim is True (New Zealand also got a reiteration on Armed Forces). It's a sore thumb on Aim but fits in without comment on Model. Most of the songs are around the three minute mark and six out of thirteen are shorter. There's no soloing or elongated introductions or instrumental sections; we're here to make statements, most of which include the sense: I don't want to. 

Side two tells you that it's already restless and keen to challenge its own formula. Hand in Hand begins with a psychedelic feedback and stretched backward vocal chorus before it cranks into place with a new sub-thee minute stunner. A bright and poppy song about a violent relationship. That blend of sweet sounds and darker meaning really hooked me at the time. It didn't need to be the first of that type of song but it was the first for me and of my time so I thrilled to it. I Don't Want to Go to Chelsea starts with a Latin bass riff that gets extended with a sharp and spiky guitar riff before the vocals come in with a strange tale that mixes the cool Chelsea, NYC, scene of Andy Warhol with the then contemporary one of punk London (and it's own Chelsea), urgent and angry.

Lip Service comes on like an old Beatles number. Someone is socially pricing themselves out of their old market and making mistakes. The narrator says he can now only give tokens but if she changes her mind ... All that and yet this doesn't come across as proto Incel; there's more sad reflection and sympathy and then even the warmth at the end when the band finish cleanly on a She Loves You style major 6th.

Living in Paradise is a kind of '50s ska with raked guitar chords, some tasteful whammy barred Jazzmaster in the pre-chorus and a big multi-sectioned chorus. This is the closest the songs on this album get to sounding like they could have been on My Aim is True. My guess is that it's an older one.

Frantic tom toms and glistening cinematic piano and very busy bass crash Lipstick Vogue to rude life. The rapid fire vocal is a kind of blown-up detail of Lip Service whereby she is distressed and confused by flattery, drugs and attention as he tells her she's much more than the slice that her lifestyle has rendered her to. And then something happens. After a calmer voiced but still breathless verse about slot machines and suggestions of narcotic oblivion ("you say I've got no feelings, this is a good way to kill them") the band fly off with their galloping bass and drum patterns as the cold after-midnight organ and piano tinkle and sear. If the melodic gifts of Bruce Thomas' bass playing hadn't already had you marvelling, the accelerating scale he plays will. It plummets into the last verse of desperate pleas from within the social incarceration that lead toward the killer line: "sometimes I almost feel, just like a human being." We end on the last chorus and a frenetic chant of: "Not just another mouth, the last of the lipstick vogue" until the fade. It's one of the scariest things on the record.

Night Rally's military drums and hymn-like organ chords give way to a plaintive song about resisting the coercion of his peers. The corporate logo adorns the sky like a batman signal or a swastika and the jolly company spirit becomes increasingly indistinguishable from jackboot order. "You think they're so dumb. You think they're so funny. Wait until they've got you running to their night rally." With the Rock Against Racism concerts needed to push back at a revived National Front in the U.K. and the failing Labour Government that would lead to the nightmare of Thatcherite corporatism only a year later, things around anyone looking up from their beans on toast would have seen things closing in. The song ends with a distorted repetition of the words night rally as a pattern that sounds like an air raid siren swells until the song cuts off abruptly as though its plug were ripped out.

This Year's Model is the flipside of Never Mind the Bollocks for what I was feeling during the punk years. I identified with the movement to the extent that I rejected the uniform as just another uniform and grew to care little for any gatekeeping as to what real punk was. If the Pistols were all swaggering rock force with taunts and much heavier commentary (it's still difficult to get a head around Bodies for many) Elvis Costello and The Attractions were the more abstract side of it, offering literature and cinema where the Pistols gave us slogans. We needed both.

For me, I remember finally getting the record after wearing my cassetted copy through. It was the following year and I had a problem that had broken through the annoyance it had been to take over my life; cystic acne. My face had become a child's drawing of a planet covered in volcanos. You don't get to do a lot of socialising in that state, and that which I'd already established was itself under threat. So Mum got me a referral to a dermatologist  who applied jubes of dry ice to the pocks in order to burn them off while my skin was still under seventeen. This eventually worked well enough but after each appointment I was left with a face burnt to a corned beef pink. I needed to bathe my face in salty water for hours for the skin to heal and would do that with whatever crud was on tv. The appointments were on Friday. Another feature of this routine was that I had enough disposable pocket money to buy one  or two LPs, so I'd duck into Palings or Chandler's and pick something up. One day I treated myself to the real record of this album and went home to lose myself in it all over again with bigger, deeper sound.

That was the weekend where I was given a choice of staying in and dabbing homemade seawater on my face or going to a massive party on a cane farm outside of Ingham that was going to go all night. With a face like the scene in the industrial safety training film that no one wants to see I hopped into Nita's car and off we went to the Northern Little Italy. It was glorious with music, booze, friends and girls I hadn't met. Of the latter was Nadia. She was a daughter of one of the Cane-ocracy that most of the party was composed of and she was the only one I could see in the crowd. I pushed myself forward and found out that she wasn't just beautiful but sharp as a tack and, atypical for that description, also humblingly kind. At sixteen, my sense of success in chatting up girls was, of course, laughably exaggerated and every time I tried to take a photo of her in the crowd with Dad's Pentax that I was using for my semester of photography in art class, she noticed and shyly covered her face which was coated with the most perfect skin I had ever seen in life, not a spot nor even a freckle, just an even curve of untouched snow. She wrote poetry.

After again failing to take her photo, I stopped dead. I stepped back into the crowd and gazed down at the floor and remembered as sixteen year olds with galloping hormones forget, that the beauteous match I was drawn to by compulsion did not see me the same way. We had an easy and warm conversation, I with an earthly Venus and she with the kind of boy she must have volunteered to  collect money for in the annual school charitable drives (I always got out of them).  Crushed, I waded through the rest of the night (we were all staying in or around the house as driving all the way back to Townsville was not happening) finding conversations that would be divertingly irrelevant to what I'd just experienced.

And I thought to find her again and tell her that she wasn't just another mouth of Lipstick Vogue, that if she changed her mind she could send a little letter to me. Even I, then, at that age, with that much of whatever I had already drunk under my belt, knew better as soon as the thought took form. But, as always (even now) it was the words than the general sense and the force of the music that let me find something like a means of coping without falling into the usual teenage mistakes of resentment or self-loathing. There was a voice over music that moved the way I did that made it feel not better but less tearing. 

None of those photos came out. They were all too dark. Underexposure. On the way back, the next morning, Nita stopped the car by a cemetery and thought we might get some photos. She took one of me. I still have it somewhere. I'm standing in front of a grave that sports a kind of menhir that towers for a short height above its slab. I, for some reason, am wearing a military tunic that I would have borrowed from my brother Stephen who wore them as motorbike jackets. I'm a little slumped, feet apart, and my face has a kind of funereal frown. Cut to a year or so later and I'm back from Uni in Brisbane, having breakfast and reading the local paper. There on page ten or something is a soft news story of graduating nurses. The picture was of Nadia, lighting a candle as part of the religiously flavoured ceremony. Long without the cystic devastation and possessed of the drivelling magnanimity of the twenty year old, I silently wished her well in her career and had a sip of coffee. If they'd mentioned that she was married or engaged or something I would have fallen to the floor in screams and sobs. Instead, I just heard it all again:

"It's yoooooooooou, not just another mouth of lipstick vogue."



Listening notes: I no longer have that LP but have never lacked a copy of the album. For this, I listened to the magnificent hi-res remaster from a few years back. It's the U.S. track listing which is identical to the U.K. one except for the inclusion of the single Radio Radio after Night Rally.


Saturday, January 9, 2021

1981@40: TRUST - ELVIS COSTELLO

If Get Happy marked my fandom of this songwriter hitting the breaks, Trust might have been the RACQ coming along with some jump leads. That didn't happen. Why? Foremost, it was a release that happened when my income was extremely limited and admitted no cavalier record buying. Also, it was only sporadically played on 4ZZZ. Oh, and even when its clips were on TV in shows like Sounds they failed to lift my spirits. Even Get Happy had some instant winners but this one sounded difficult. To my mind it felt like him saying, you know all that escalating appeal of rich pop music with king hitting lyrics? Well I think I'll go back to the spiky and unappealing style of My Aim is True.

Take Clubland, the lead single and opening track. It sounded like a higher-fi track from Get Happy, all buried lead vocal and tremulous Hammond organ. Could be about the local scene, organised crime, or even about the clubs the title and chorus say it's about. All the vocal slithering and occasional confidential asides tie up in a big chorus with a jubilant guitar hook. Sounds very mysterious but I didn't have the energy to go on the trail. Lovers Walk comes in with a stuttering stride. The vocal yells out associations with the word lovers. Could be about something could be a list of word associations like the lesser tracks of Get Happy. The quirk in the rhythm keeps me at bay so my caring would have to exceed it. Never happened.

You'll Never Be a Man starts all at once with a strolling rhythm and clear vocal but in such a musically bland package that I don't care what the confronting title means. Pretty Words takes us right back to Get Happy with its late night vocals and band that just seem to be playing the chords rather than the song. Strict Time rams the awkward rhythm of Lovers Walk with a little engagement in the chorus vocal arrangement. Luxembourg bashes in with a rockabilly echo in the vocal but a assaultive rhythm but again it suffers from a directionless arrangement. Watch Your Step ends the old side one with a Hammond-led Motown groove. The confidential vocal is well out front without a degree of reverb. Words of excess and warning. The pleasantest musical experience on the record so far.

The subdued funk of New Lace Sleeves promises a little more of the Armed Forces brightness. The vocal is a little more gymnastic and ranges from a kind of Scott Walker to EC's own Smokey Robinson take. The lyric is intriguing and for once the quirk in the rhythm feels inspired instead of last ditch. From a Whisper to a Scream adds the melodic lollies of Squeeze. Costello even shares the mic with Glenn Tillbrook from said London based popsters. Not a bar wasted. Different Finger's Nashville bompiness points to Elvis' George Jones obsession which would plunge him into an all covers/all country album later in the year which I can't yet imagine covering here. White Knuckles bashes in with a full band and candy vocal melody. The Stax influence of the previous set returns yet again. It's ok but like more than a few tracks here adds bars and lines that strike as unwelcome.

Rachmaninoff chords on the piano start Shot with his Own Gun. Costello's tune rolls down and allows the rhythm to speed and drag like a show tune. Just EC and piano here and a dark minor key pallet. This is another future indicator that would see him working with the likes of Bacharach and The Brodsky Quartet. For all that, it's a welcome rather than an irritating change. Fish 'n' Chip Paper claps along with the rest of the albums moments of progressing from Get Happy. The quirky burlesque solos in the middle make their point and then it's more of the same. But then things change.

A reggae bass over an acoustic guitar and sober vocal and no percussion but a tambourine as Costello tells of an intrigue which ends in tragedy too early in the predawn. The chorus "But it's easier to say I love you and yours sincerely, I suppose. All little sisters like to try on big sister's clothes" is delivered with such a saddened witness that it almost makes me forget the annoyance of most of this record. It's a cinematic miniature, a kind of despairing whispered revisit to Armed Forces' Party Girl, as though he were checking in with that doomed figure.

The sound is richer than the previous one and everyone's in fine form. So what's wrong? A lot of albums can be left on through the filler and the missteps. The problem here is that there are no real missteps and no filler. All of this is intentional and offered in sincerity. I just don't like most of it. This is a breakup coffee and as with the worst of them it's a matter of saying, "it's not you it's me."

I'd see the future efforts around the traps as we still went to the same parties but it was only now and then and I wasn't always moved by even the best I saw. To this day I can't quite grow beyond albums two and three. The only reason I like Imperial Bedroom as much as I do is because it reminds me of Armed Forces. I appreciate his work with the legends and the seriously talented but I seldom stick around to the end. It's not him ...

Monday, February 24, 2020

1980@40: GET HAPPY - ELVIS COSTELLO AND THE ATTRACTIONS

This took me by surprise and not in a good way. I came back from Brisbane and found a copy in the local export record shop. I was a massive fan of the previous two albums (the debut not so much) and had heard nothing about this one. Rather than trying to work that out I bought it and slammed it on the turntable. And slowly sank.

I didn't get it at all. It starts off with a pop as the two-beat Love for Tender has punch and melody. Then it deflates as Opportunity seems to just plod to a namby pamby chorus without ever taking off. The Imposter has vocals but no words I can make out. Secondary Modern has a twiddly riff and stays under the wire. And so on. There are so many songs that it's impossible to think of the album as being anything but a big mess. A few plays later I start to get it. And it makes sense.

EC had already been doing this kind of thing. My Aim is True had a number of songs in a rock vein that strayed too close to California smooth for my liking but This Year's Model blasted all of that away with a garage pop veneer over a tough contemporary rhythm section and then Armed Forces took all that to the peak with more elaborate arrangements and expanded textures and themes. Really if I imagined something from Aim as done like something from the next two I'd hear Elvis Costello, I just didn't like the plinky generic studio playing of Aim. Get Happy was a little like going back to zero and starting from a different landscape. This one was more of a '60s soul feel but filtered through what the band could do by themselves.

Nick Lowe's producer note on the rear cover explained that the technology had improved enough for the cramming of tracks at the end of sides was no longer a problem. When you have twenty songs on an old LP there really is a need to explain that. If you bought a generalist compilation from the time (I had one of '60s hits) the audio quality just started diving from the middle of the disc onward. But if Nick Lowe wasn't lying I heard the same thing here. I'd say it was clarity getting muddy but it wasn't a clear sound to begin with. The production was so mid-range that it was virtually impossible to hold on to anything. That's before you get to the songs themselves which were no longer written with the violent archness of the previous albums and were softened with a broadening of subject matter. The songwriter I admired most from this time whose songs could make you choke as though you'd got a chicken bone stuck in your throat was now just serving up gristle.

There were moments of greatness that the worst production couldn't conceal. New Amsterdam is creamy and beautiful with a little crunch in the thoughts. Clowntime is Over rejuvenates an old timey melodic style into something important and compelling. Motel Matches gives us a new kind of country lament that is set somewhere between midnight and four in the morning and the magnificent Riot Act fills the ear and makes the mind swoon.

I made a tape of the songs I liked and took that back to Brisbane, leaving the rest of the album behind as a kind of sepulchre. Bye bye, EC, thanks for the inspiration.

It wasn't until the very late '90s when I bought a fairly good turntable from a friend that I put it on again. Different record. I could hear through the stodgy production, illjudged vocal harmonies (which sounded like football chanters trying to be the Beach Boys) and all that soul style which I've never warmed to. I heard the songs. Opportunity had real breadth and sadness, Possession a grandeur. I still didn't like everything I heard but at least this time I was hearing it. A few duds out of a list of twenty? I'll take those odds.

Then when the remastered CD versions appeared I restocked everything up to this one (article on Trust will come later) which carried the conceit a step further by having thirty tracks (B-sides including his demo of Girls Talk and a lot of outtakes). With the production boosted to take advantage of the great headroom of digital it sounded alive. More recently the hi-res download took that a step further still and is my preferred presentation of the record. The boom is still there, as it was intended, but now there's real bass and crisp highs that convey pure pleasure.

But before that I had the vinyl and the newer turntable and listened that first night of getting all the old discs out of boxes and felt warm (not audio warm which is a bullshit concept, I mean emotionally warm). Motel Matches came on and took me to my most recent fling. It had been my turn to get dumped (in those days it was almost even whether it was me or the other calling it quits) and the poignancy played straight into my self-pity, pouring into it like vodka from the freezer. I got my guitar on the bed and worked the song out and sang a whispered version as the night was getting on. It wasn't until I finished playing that I realised I had taken the trouble to work out someone else's song and go for a drive in it the way I hadn't done in many many years, the way I'd only done when I thought of songs as puzzle boxes whose beautiful secrets could be found through a little listening, reason and work. And it wasn't hard to recall that out of all the songs I had be-fanned in my grumpy, needy teens the ones I most longed to decipher, open and luxuriate in were Elvis Costello's. And here was the last of the puzzle boxes that I attempted. It had taken decades for me to get beyond the unlovely coating but when I did I saw the riches there straight away.


Monday, May 27, 2013

B-Sides and More Besides: Elvis Costello and the Attractions' Tiny Steps

This will be an occasional series about the great unheard, the reverse to the obverse, the face with the least scratches in its groove. There are those I have never listened to (M's M Factor) others I heard but never revisited (Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers' Free Falling), others still I consider the equal of the A-side (Boys Next Door's Dive Position) and the rarest of them all, those I consider superior to the A.

One such of the last is Elvis Costello and the Attractions' Tiny Steps.

Some time in late 1978 I wagged school with Les Peterson and we went record shopping. I went straight to the skid row bin at Palings on Flinders St as that's where I'd got things like The Ramones' Sheena. There was nothing I didn't have except something in with some intentionally ugly cover art which I wrested from the jammed 45s. Hmm! It was Elvis Costello's Radio Radio. I'd never heard of it and I was a big fan since This Year's Model. It was either in the style of that or the first one (which I didn't like as much). At AUD 0.25 I gave it a chance.

We put it on as Les and I enjoyed a brandy and milk (liked it at the time) and heard a This Year's Model style rant with the big Farfisa sound of Steve Naieve blasting out. Yeah, that's ok. And we might have gone on to an album or somehting. After he left I had a look at the other side of the picture sleeve and saw this:






The picture alone would've been enough but the second album sound of the A-side made me curious. I put it on.

It was so low when it started I cranked the volume and put it back to the start. It took me many listens to realise the first words "mersle baby" were actually "muscle baby". And that's it for almost the rest of the words. There are just enough to establish a kind of rainy day British social realist sadness to them. It seemed to be about a bad breakup and he was blaming the girl who was vain and maneating. But there was such a melancholy in Costello's barely decipherable groan. After the voice begins so timidly it soon takes over.

He lightly croons oddly disjointed images of active beauty and weekend or weakened baby etc, like a list of all the things that have gone wrong, over the bright and clean jangle of his Fender Jazzmaster. A high hat taps in here and there almost like at sound check before Elvis releases a sighing "Sooooooooooo....."

Suddenly the snare rolls in with a big Precision Bass revisiting the line from We Got To Get Out of This Place and a great chordy wash from the Farfisa and now the song is about ten times the size it began. And Elvis is more plaintive about wooden bones and pretty lashes, baby's gashes and little tombs for your baby's ashes (holy fuck! what was going on?) He leaves the roll of the melody to whine "something's gone wrong."

And then the chorus. Same thing but a fourth higher and so more dramatic still. "Tiny steps almost real tiny steps you can almost feel ..." Someone is almost human...

The middle eight flows without a mark from the chorus. "Who's that down at the bottom of the garden? Who's that hiding underneath the sofa? Who gets blamed whenever you're in trouble? She's your friend and she's your double!" An icy fingertip of phrase high on the organ keyboard glides above this and with the for once clearly ennunciated words we are in a horror movie. Before we can really take that in we're back under the tide of the chorus which begins to sound more sinister now: "tiny steps, almost real..." And then a thud to silence. For less than a breath.

"Pretty little fashion face," he whispers, "you can't warm her off the shelf..." over the full strength backing. "You can even shop around though you won't find any cheaper." And a big sneering yell: "sheeeee's you're baby now!" Thud to silence and then over stacato organ yelps, one per syllable: "you can keep her!" Then the chorus rises and rages and then the fade which I never deciphered unless it was: "you'll learn to need that human outpost." Into silence.

Like the best tracks on This Year's Model Tiny Steps was a mix of the kind of surly anger every teenager could feel on cue and something stark and severe and disturbing. He seemed to know the workings of nameless clinics and laboratories from first hand experience and took no trouble in equating them with what happens between boys and girls. The original title of his next album still made it on to the cover art: Emotional Fascism. He didn't wear a black shirt but he understood the ones who did, didn't support them but wasn't surprised by them.

Tiny Steps' mix of sweet accessible 60s pop, anger and mystery put the face of Deborah Green in the mix because although I felt no antipathy towards her I was annoyed by the fact that I hadn't driven myself to the stage where her acceptance or rejection of me could've taken place.

She was in my art class and with a near black brunette bob and dark feline eyes could have been an Italian movie queen from the 60s. She was fun and smart and beautiful. We got on well and for awhile I thought that this would just develop into the big thing. My naivete in this meant that when she left for another school for year 12 she left without a word of goodbye and I was shattered.

"Pretty little fashion face..." I hmphed. "You can't warm her off the shelf," I hmphed.

Although an even bigger year awaited me around the curve of December she was never far from my thoughts and even interrupted them when my adolescent salacity brought me to the edge of the abyss of drunken sleaze. If I went ahead and tried "so-o-o-o-o hard to be like the big boys" I would never deserve her.

Then on a night of multiple parties I coaxed Rick and Fiona with god knows what to get out to Sue Walker's place at Wulguru because if anyone had been close to Deborah it had been she. There was absolutely no chance that Deborah wouldn't be there. The drive took an insane time as we struggled with the road map. But when we made the great cul de sac that nestled the Spanish casa with the sun deck that was Sue Walker's place my heart was thumping like a bus engine.

It was dark, subdued but not laughably empty, classy (just like Sue). What would I do? What was I going to say? This was it and there would never be another time. There she was on the couch. I hunched into my leather jacket and made for the kitchen counter for a glass of punch. There was a big fishtank beside it. I looked at the swirling scarlet things in the gluey water and then at Deborah who was looking at them, too. She pointed at one.

"That one's gonna cark it," she said.

I smiled back. Easy. This was going to be easy.

"See this?" she said and raised her left hand on which was a golden ring with a small winking gem set into it. "I'm engaged."

I smiled. Whatever we talked about then might as well have been moonrocks or kelp as all I can remember immediately after it was saying something before Sue took my elbow and showed her new guests the sun deck. Upstairs we looked out at the lights of Wulguru. I rasped something to Rick about materialism until we went back downstairs got in the car and headed back to Peter Mac's party where someone had put "Sure Know Something" on for the fiftieth time. Rick squeezed my shoulder. Fiona kissed me on the forehead. I got drunk.

you'll learn to need that human outpost 
you'll learn to need that human outpost


And so I did ... kinda. Here's proof. Sue later took a photo of me at school. Here it is: